我讨厌他T^T

我很讨厌他...
因为他一直让我放不了他T^T
这点我也恨我自己..
我们不能sms大概两个星期吧...
==
忍耐忍耐忍耐!!!

有你们在我身边很开心呐 =)

除了爸妈之外...
美丽和震霆是我生命中最重要的两个人哦^^
咔咔
好爱他们哦
对不起..我和美丽没有那个关系...这大可放心 xP
我对他是朋友的爱...～
咔咔
反而震霆就不同了^_^
呵呵...
希望你们能继续在我身边哦 =)

我疼爱的干弟弟～不要伤心哦～

弟弟...
不要伤心啦
你这样会让姐担心你的 =(
不要因为一个女生而伤害自己...
心碎了就碎了吧..
你和他也无法挽回...
因为他已经爱别人了
弟弟
你也和姐说过你和他分手后...还是爱着他...
虽然你和不同的女生拍拖...
你心里还是爱着他...
姐知道你爱他..
但是...
你不要这样伤害你自己好吗？
姐会心疼的噢
姐认识你那么久...
我也知道你的心情
你每天和我说你很辛苦....
姐知道的...
虽然那女生是我干妹...==
我也帮你劝了他...
但是他对你已没有感觉了...
你知道姐为什么在这BLOG写吗？
因为我想让你知道..
他对你没感觉了
虽然你不会看华语
也很讨厌华语 ==
但是这是我的感觉...
虽然你看不懂..但是我希望你知道姐对你的爱噢～
呵呵
姐疼爱你滴^^
弟弟加油噢..
世上有很多女生让你选择...一定有你喜欢达^^

你♥ 的姐～^^

朋友 =)

之前我和小宇吵架因为......
咔咔
不可说的秘密 =P
现在我们和好了
昨天 30.5.2009是小宇生日噢～
呵呵
“生日快乐”噢...
终于15岁了噢^^
我替你开心
咔咔
祝你和你男友恩爱噢～
也祝你越变越美噢 ^^
呵呵..
我很好吧=P
自恋 xP

Missing laogong tyng TT

haix..31.5.2009...
just oni woke up already thinking of him le..sad nerhx T^T
y i so miss him huh?
haix~
nvm larhx..
who ask him is my baobeii laogong jek xD
he need to go ipoh study le orhx....
well..
quite sad actually...
but i will support him no matter wat...
hehe..
and i also promise him must study hard too =)
is quite good actually...
i and him can concentrate on our studies...
but...i dunno he will KAO lui onot ?
ermm..
is hard to say though..
laogong...
do u still remember my phone had been rampas by my stupid school?
if i bring back le i can sms u le..xD
bcause my parent dun care i sms wit tat phone...
hehe..
i always sms u tat phone is K810 and its my mom de...
laogong also know rite...
i will try sms laogong and make laogong miss me geh xD
kaka
becarefull orhx =P
laogong arhx
i hope u can view my blog everyday but if bz nvm de larhx...
i will keep on writting just only for u...
laogong got any comment about my blog can tell laopo orhx ^^
i will reply u ASAP...
kaka..
baobeii baobeii laogong~~
i damn miss u narhx ><
u veri naughty lerhx..
keep letting me missing u T^T
soi ren and da ben dan..~
wakaka

from___"
u♥de huan dan laopo~ ^^

The time will past fast??

dunno the time will past fast onot??
and dunno the future him is how de??
me keep scare about tat....
haix
if he in love wit another girl? how?
if he no feeling for me ? how?
if he really lost contact wit me ? how?
gosh..
i hope i stop thinking
cause its making me SICK and SAD too TT
i dunwan to think so much..
dad arhx dad~
y wan treat me like tat larhx..
i know i wrong larhx...but still ....
i dunwan like tat TT
if continue think...i think i will cannot stand it
but dun just oni think how he become...
think of my future..how i will bcome?
if i in love wit another guy ? how?
if i got no feeling for him? how?
if i dunwan contact him? how?
i think not only he will change...i also will change too...
but i hope my love to him wont change...
i really really love him rite now...
i keep on thinking and missing him....
eventhough tis year PMR ==
tis holiday..
i mayb go tsun jin for a visit..
go c tat school good onot...
and ask will accept new student onot too..
haix..
many ppl say good but stress...
but
can i handle it?
can i stand the rules?
can i?
dunno my future would b how...
but i hope i try my best to get my future bright :)

Just for HIM♥

Today..
i got chat wit him ^^
but not sms-ing == is in blog chat..
lol..
is weird rite?
kaka
but...i still happy to chat wit him...
better than no chatting rite? ^^
he ask me to study hard..
tis i know cause he tell me 100 times le ^_^
and he also wan me b a clever girl to my parents..
i also know...
cause he say 100 times le orhx...~
and i can memories wat he say to me le ==
kaka
Today..
i went leisure mall...
and i felt veri tired...just now i just fall down ==
so painfull..
is the 4th times i fall down le ...>.<
leg pain lorhx TT
morning 3 times
go laiseure mall 1 time =.="
y today so malang geh?
swt
my mom keep say dun sms wit him...
haix
sorry mom..
i cant promise about tis..
but i can prove it to u he is the best^^
if he still together wit me larhx
kaka
am i hoping him to much?
i guess i was..
if someday i dissapointed to him...
i will let go de
cause love cannot be force...
^^
after eat...
i go gaii gaii lurhx
hehe
when i saw the stairs..
im scare ==
i scare i fall down again ...
TT
luckily no 5th time
wakaka...
Today i gaii gaii wit my mom...
v keep talk about him ==
cause mom keep ask marhx...must answer lorhx..
she say wait me grow older oni find him..now concentrate on study...
hehe
mummy~
i know larhx...
i try my best ya...
hehe
and also she wont let me go ==
macam her bao beii like tat ==
lol
memang im her daughter :）
kaka..
today i think all back to normal le orhx =)
hehe
except him larhx...
haix
i hope now he supporting me T^T
today my mom buy some shirt..
got a guy keep gap me ==
and i dunno y ==
so creepy....
swt..
i wan to get out from the shop..>.<
ermmm....
today ntg special..
as usual go gaii gaii at saturday lurhx...

放弃所有...

我很想放弃...
但是我爱他爱太深了...
但是他选择放弃的话...
我无话可说...
我知道他选择放弃是为了不要让我父母担心....
这点我知道...
问题是我不能放弃...
我很难放弃
想到放弃
我的心越来越痛...越想哭...
我不懂为什么我的眼泪一直掉
我发觉到我已经心碎了...
可能未来我不能爱别人了
这个伤害
不是第一次了
我的心折抵的心碎了...
没的救了
可说“无可救药”
我不能再次受伤害了
我只是一个很脆弱的人
容易被受到伤害
就算我选择放弃你
我也不能完全忘记你
你知道为什么吗？
因为我太爱你了
真的爱你
如果我选择不放弃
我会等待我和你的未来
我真的会等
就算我有一天不等了
我也不会忘记你我的过去
你说你不要让我家人担心
但是你有为我想过吗？
有吗？
你只是想他们会担心我..
这点我能了解
但是我呢？
我怎么办？
如果没有你
谁会安慰我..呵护我
当我伤心的时候
谁来保护我？
家人吗？
那他们忙碌照顾弟妹呢？
那我怎么办？
谁能替我解开...
朋友？
他们能了解我吗？
会做我的听众吗？
他们也不会了解我的
父母是很重要
他们对我的关怀我也很了解
我知道我的年纪不适合谈恋爱
但是我对你有感觉
你要我怎么办？
我也不能控制我自己
我对你的感觉变成了爱....
我....
真的很爱你
这点我很清楚....

AS usual...

Today 30.5.2009...
as usual i cant forget about yesterday...
and i think no1 will..
today i wake up about 8.20..
i felt veri tired and my eye veri painfull...
when i woke up...
i heard some noice...
but i dunno wat is tat...
then i saw a person woke up..
when i knew....tat person is my mom...
i was so curious and shock..
thinking when she come in my room?
but finally she went out to kitchen..
after tat i woke up too..
i out of my bed and online...
cause i veri miss him much...
and i worried about him...
eventhough he less online..
but at least i can c his pic...
hehe..
today i got tuition in excel....
i veri tired and lazy to go..
cause i dun hav mood after what happen yesterday....
i hope all tis problem will back to normal...
NOW..
the thing i oni think is him...
i keep thinking of him yesterday and now too...
and i still have no answer about y he din pick up my phone call and message??
meili u never tell me lerhx ==
now i need to wait for the day to come...
i hope v wont forget each other after tat day...

♥Laogong Tyng

laogong...i hope u will wait for me...and also support me....
and i will wait for u...no doubt
now i concentrate my exam and i will bcome a good girl to my parent....
after tat i will back to u...
laogong...
im so sorry to get u in trouble..
i so so sorry about it...
hope u forgive me yarhx...
and i din think tat u cheat me..
pls dun think of tat..
is my father who think tat..
not i blaming him tat he think tat about u..
but i know he think tat cause he care about me...
he just scare i join those internet friend then meet..
he scare something will happen to me..
and i agree wat he think about it...
hope laogong wont angry my dad..and i noe laogong wont angry him...
Laogong...
i know wat u tell to meili le...
when i heard i felt veri happy actually...
Felt tat u protecting me and support me no matter wat...
i hope laogong wont forgot wat u say to meili...
i really love u....really....
i never love a guy so deep bfore except someone...
but he dun like me...
but u love me and i love u too...
i hope v can last longer...
oni 3 years..
3 years
laogong can u wait?
i hope u can wait....
and u no need to worried about me...
i sure will wait till tat day...
i swear..
Today laogong not suppose to come..
if laogong din come..
mayb tis will not happen...
and v can continue sms-ing..
but i noe is too late for tat
laogong...
today many ppl ask me in msn how old am i and my bf...
i say 15 and 19
they say i so young already got bf...
now think back...
i agree wat they say
im still young and oni need to take for PMR not SPM...
they also say u mature edi too
when i heard wat they say...
i felt v from different world...
and i felt bfore v not suppose to together cause v too diferent....
but when i think u love me..
and i know ntg can stop us even my parent...
laogong
v jia you yarhx...
mwahx mwahx..
i love u

♥ u love の laopo...

♪My feeling[3]

29.5.2009__"

laogong tang jenn tyng``

I will wait for u..

even its hurt me and i cant sms u much..

but i will wait for the right time to tell my parent tat i din'nt choose wrong ppl..

i swear about it..

i also will love u too..

no matter wat happen..

i hope v can last longer...

from__"
u ♥ de laopo``

Is a hot and BORING day~ ==

ermm...
today study as usual...==
ntg special...
always doin the same thing in life is veri boring~
haix
can any exciting activities in my life? xD
cause is veri boring ==
and damn hot....GOSH!!!
making me sweat and wanna sleep x =]
even in class i also SLeep ==
cause veri hot marhx..
today pn.rohaida giv us lisan....
swt
im not preparing anything =.="
teacher call our name....
wah..xD
luckily never call me up..
so LUCKILY....
keke..
after tat....SCIENCE!! ==
need to do PEKA~
haix..
not yet finishing >.<
then at the lab pn lily no teaching cause she wan to c our peka ==
me so kelian....
sit bhind there doin the stupid peka...[not only me larhx ^_^]
YES^^
finally finish xD
so happy...
can go HOME edi...
now waiting for tmr teacher day...
not just tat..
after teacher day...
sure melepak till i HAPPY larhx
haha ^_^

★Tagged☆

Q：Ever had chickenpox?
Nope...me never had it xD

Q:Fell of your chair?
Ya...>.<

Q:Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call
Nope...waiting for someone to sms xD

Q:Is there a person who is on your mind right now?
Ya...someone ^^

Q:Are u talking to anyone now?
nope....cause no one at home right now =P

Q:Do u want children?
hard to say orhx ^_^

Q: Are your toenails pained?
Nope~

Q: Wat colour shirt are you wearing?
blue and white....school uniform xD ..im not yet bath ~

Q:Wat are you doing at 7.00pm yesterday?
taking my dinner..

Q: I cant wait to...
cant wait he come to find me xD

Q:When did u cry last?
Do i need to answer it?

Q:Are you a friendly person?
Nope..

Q:Do u have any pets?
ya....my baobeii dog ^^

Q:Where is the person you have feelings for right now?
at KL studying ==

Q:Did the last person you held hand with mean anything to you now?
i dunno lerhx? forgot jorhx ><

Q:Do you sleep when the TV on?
Nope..~

Q:Who is the last person u cried infront of?
no1

Q:Do you eat healthy?
Not really xD

Do u still have pictures of you and your ex?
Never take pic bfore also nerhx xD..cause veri fast break ==

Q:5 of my bad habits
→lazy
→watch TV
→online till dunwan to stop ==
→shopping xD
→sms ==

Tag 5 ppl ^_^
→Meili
→Becky
→Hui xin
→mei san
→fonn fonn

☆Tagged ☆

1.Wat do u think about yourself?

sot lurhx~

2.Why?

cause sometimes i laughing wit no reason 【can ask meili for tat xD】

3.If u could make any character come to life , who would it be?

help me wit my homework and exam..~ hahaha!! =.="

4.Have u regretted anything u did before?

or course larhx....hehe

5.Name two.

→ermm...exam i do correct answer edi then i go rub it T.T

→ermm...buy wrong things lurhx xD

6.Hav u like someone to opposite sex before?

yaya ^^

7.Name five.

→Soo wen kang~

→Kenny tan

→Fong wei lik~

→LCM...secret ^_^

→Tang jenn tyng 【love him =]】

8.How are you feeling right now?

relaxing~

9.What was most probably happen tomorrow?

taking my exam paper ~ scare >.<

10.Who do u want to see most RIGHT NOW?

of course my baobeii laogong tyng larhx ^^

11.Do u believe in God?

ermm....tis ques ask many times le lerhx ? =.=" NOPE~ abit lurhx ^.^

12.Do u love him?

who do u mean by tat xD

13.Have u ever talked sick wth your friends?

yup

14.Are ppl the opposite sex involved in your conversations too?

ya

15.What do u want to achieve now?

get good result in PMR~ =__=!!

16.Name five friends.

→Koh joe wei

→Chin meili

→Lee cai na

→Sylvia

→Fiona

17.Describe 3.

Know each other since form 1 ....lol..but not friend geh~

18.Who do u envy more?for his good?

*Thinking?~*

19.Use 1 word to describe 5.

LOL

20.If the world is coming to an end,what would u say to 2?

Yeah~ no need worry about anything edi xD

Tag 5 ppl...

→Meili

→Kuang yu

→Becky

→Mei san

→fonn fonn

★23.5.2009★

Hii hii~ ^^

long time no post blog le orhx...

hehe...

cause i veri lazy to open it marhx...

P.S orhx ^.^

and tis is my new blog yah...xD

add me and link me up ya...

wakaka..

actually today i post tis blog just to say.......

EXAM FINALLY OVER!!

hehe..

so happy but ....

haix..

exam veri hard narhx..><

me scare re-sit the exam again~

hope KH dun FAIL orhx....xD

FAIL edi die liao T.T

NEW BLOG~

Too boring edi xD
so free create a NEW BLOG =]
wakaka....^^
add tis BLOG yarhx..
thx
mwahx mwahx~