*Mwaaaaaaks =p

i love u guys so much XD!

expecially jing yih , fiona and meili ^^

hehe...

Got u all accompany me im damn happy werx..

haix...but?

i exam nerx T^T..

cannot having fun with u all XD..

Chinese exam so hard orx...==

haix..dunno how to do..

die edi le TT

well? at least got air cond during chinese exam =p!

kaka..LOVE it !

O.M.G

saw dao pn .norlia [pengetua]

she catch mine and my friends hair ==

Lolss..

but three of us keep laugh only larx..

haha...

she quite funny and cute also XD..

PN NORLIA! saya puji pengetua werx =p!

blekk~

erm?

today ntg to say larx..

is damn B.O.R.I.N.G

*Rawls

wan sleep edi =="

damn boring..

i guess i write until here =)

bcause ntg to write jor ..

haha

YEAH!!～

tmr left chinese exam only (:

hehe..

but my friends all dunwan go school bcause they lazy

who accompany me larxTT?..

ask jing yih accompany me she dunwan...

suan le larx..so bad..

if i ask joe wei?

heng!~ tat want sure no need say de larx..

"choi ngor dou sho" T^T

"zou pang you zou dou gam..mou sam TT"

"mou liong sam"

haix...tmr sure a few ppl go only ....

"yam gong"

dunno want with who ?

aikss...

hope some of them will come lorx..

if they got come im sure "sek sai " them XD!

hehe

Today exam MATH and SEJARAH ....

Haix..math 1 hard lerx TT

but luckily math 2 easy ^^

easy ABIT only larx...

hehe..

THEN is SEEEEEEEEJARAH =.="

Lols..

HATE IT!!!! =="

The 1st question i already ****OMG

haix...wat to do larx..

is hard wat...

and i cant memories so easily =.="

Lols..

Now im waiting for my result =p

sure fail le..

=="

and? i DUNWAN go to school after trial XD!

yeah! at home online + sleep + online + eat + sleep and sleep and online XD

SOT le..

and joe wei also lazy to go =="

Lols..

haha..all dun go school larx..

at home sleep better =)

YEEEEE!!! i wan to straighten my hair!

cant wait TT

21 august arx~~

im waiting here arrrrrrrx TT

Today i read back my OLD* post in this blog...

swt...so many memories and i dunno about it =="

Lols..now read back i feel very......

SWEAT==

**rawls**

BUT i have no feeling about it..

read le also sleepy =.="

expecially write about "HIM" de..

Well..? just put it that way..

no one will so "rajin" to write back my old post de =)

hehe..

is very "tuut" larx actually ==

Lols..i know how to say "tuut" le..?

CELEST u teach me de arx? =p

haha..

jk larx..^^

P/S :- anoying ppl plsssssss* i beg u..

dun READ BACK MY OLD POST...!!

very DAMN IT =.="

Lols..read le DUN REGRET!!

Today exam lerx

today exam moral and BM..

wow!! this time BM hard as i thought...

expecially the "ringkasan"

==..hard larx..dunno how to write about "Kepentingan sektor pertanian"

damn it...just simply do...

1st time i do ringkasan need to do about half an hour =.="

well...then i do bahagian B...

Lols..y so easy sudden =="

i keep write write write already more than 120 words..

Haix..need to cut some words =(

yeee..i hate it! damn.

after that do my karangan [bahagian c]

shit! == keep think and think and THINKKKKKKKKKK!!

only i choose what essay i need to write =="

BABI betul!! no time le larx..

i choose no.2 [generasi muda semakin kurang menghormati ibu bapa]

is the sentence correct==? i forgot le..

just need to write kepentingan to menghormati ibu bapa...

Lols..can say its easy and also hard larx..

bcause i have no idea what to write..

ish..still left 20 minute...

WAT? 20 MINUTE?! ==

GOSH..i still got bahagian D...

then i have no choice just to simply write that stupid essay...

my brain got what idea then write larx...

dun care =="

ok..DONE!

bahagian D...

P.E.R.S.O.A.L.A.N ==" tentang satu NOVEL..

swt..

ok larx..its easy...

YES!!!!!! finish le..

and "ngam ngam" the time is OVER ^^\/

kaka(:

after BM is MORAL...

lols..2 hours just for doing moral..

boring lerx..then i keep talk with jing yih , joe wei and fiona=p!

actually teacher saw v talking but she just ask us to stop talking only ==

Lols..

yor..2 hours just for MORAL...!

can u imagine how looooooooooooong~

haha..

ok larx..write till here...

just a boring post ^^

and hor? i realise i got the habit of writing blog le..

hehe..good lerx^^

*****vomit

Lols..

TMR science and BI...

gonna study (:

B.Y.E^^

;Sinqle life

well...today 26.7.2009...

also the LAST day i sms with tyng..

i dunwan be friend with him anymore....

is suffer + hurt..

Now he with a new gf....

his new life is begin from now on....

my new life also want to begin le....

a life without pain and him...

i finally give it up of him...

today just be friend for 1 day and its over...

i dunwan to be hurt...

is very pain...

Today i sick =.="

wat a day...i wont forgot about it...

no him and sick...

i really dun understand him..

he want to be friend with me...

but...i dunwan...

now i be friend with him i also suffer and unhappy..

actually not i dunwan be friend with him..

is i dunno how to "mian dui" it..

is suffer like tat...

i hope he understand my feeling but

i tell him he say i childish somemore...

i know i childish but i really cannot do it...

is hard for me...

He say he dissapointed on me...

what about me? i really lost of hope...

today i keep walking around and think properly.....

and i finally decide wont sms him after today....

is good for both of us..

his gf is really mature....ya?

i quite different from her...

at least she can take care of tyng but i cant..

and also..i still young and not yet mature enough...

maybe tat jie jie can take care him instead of me...

i wish i can go back the time tat v havent meet and know each other...

but is too late for that...

but now i try my best to get out from his life....

and i also will pull him out of my life..

is better for us that way..

Tyng;

im sorry..i really cant be friend with u...

hope u understand me..

u say i childish or wat i also wont mind...

bcause i just follow my heart and do wat is best for me...

i just want to protect myself from getting hurt...

dun b dissapointed bcause im like that...

or u hate me i also wont mind at all..

bye and take care...

i wont sms u from now on le...

i want get away from ur life...

is the best way for me to begin my new life..

hope u understand my stupid and childish thinking...

i need to be selfish abit and protect myself...

maybe thinking childish also not the bad thing after all...

at least no need to think much...

i guess tis will be the LAST post of u..

good luck with ur gf and happy (:

i also will find a guy better than u...

and i will find a guy who really loves me too..

hehe...

anyway...sorry..

dun misunderstanding or dissapointed...

this is my choice...i wont regret about it..

just think a childish girl thinking damn childish can le..

just let her be wat she want to do..

take care (:

P/S:- Can i ask u guys? am i thinking wrong?

do i need to do this?

comment plssss(:

For me is the best way for me..

and i also need ur comment about it..

thanks

well...i sms him..

as u all know he in love with another girl...

he 19? well? mature enough?

ya ==" damn mature...

as i think...as "non -mature"

he wants to couple with near de ppl and think mature``

and dun hav family problems either distance problem.....

erm? and he wants ppl to know him well too..

i guess i and him suitable..

not guess is NOT suitable...

1. his thinking different from me

2.v does'nt know each other..

3.problems from us..

i guess that it? or maybe more?

i wanna happy...

just like old time...

always happy without any problems..

can play can laugh and can enjoy..

as usual break le find other guys....

my old life =.="

now also can de but c i can try onot...

well? i hope i can success love another guy...

after PMR can couple..

=="

我现在等待我的幸福(:

等待我未来爱我的人呵护我

希望能实现噢～

咔咔=p!

*Rawls*

im online le =.="

Lols..im gonna die soon..

u know y? because trial is coming soon..*clap*

i promise myself wont online de but ........

here i am...online-ing***

meili say will slap me IF i on worx..

haha..now online le...hope she dunno =p!

everyone dun "bao liao" warx..

if not i waiting to let her kill in school =.="

aiiikss...SO damn boring le study...

*Rawls* **again**

Today i study GEOGRAPHY

my goshh!! so many chapters..=="

i sms my friend [weiwei]..

she say " dun so stress..after got WHITE hair =="

what the...

sure stress de larx..TRIAL PMR worx..

who wont stress??

got larx..SOMEONE *i guess? =p

haix..i think i should write until here..

because want go study le..=="

Lols..i dunwan on tooo lonq jek *My goshh*

ok le...i guess i need to study..

B.Y.E

for me : R.I.P =="

18.7.2009

Today my relative came back from Australia

hehe..welcome back to Malaysia worx ^^

kaka..

Tonight v will have dinner together =)

hehe...i sure ban lenq lenq de =p!

haha..jk larx

erm? v arrived at 7.oopm..

late? or early?

for me is very early orx..

Bcause at tat time no one arrived accept me and my family lorx =.="

LOL..

y so late larx u guys? im hungry =p!

wah~ lonq time no c my 2 cousin sisters le

dunno how they look like edi?

i think about 10 years din'nt meet edi =(

After a few minutes...

YEAH!~

they finally come jor ^^

swt =="

NOW! i nervous edi

dunno y?

maybe TOO many relative come le

lols..maybe?

little cousin brother[ ruven ]know how to talk and walk edi worx ^^

hehe

so cute larx him..wanna cubit him but cant =(

bcause im shy marx XD..haha..sha po lai de =p!

hehe..

swt =="

my cousin sisters all so Tall le

even 11 years old cousin also wan taller than me edi TT

her sister [ my cousin also] 17 jor =)

dai ka jie ^^

erm? v no talking whole night =(

maybe v too lonq din'nt meet...

i guess?

erm? i guess ntg to say edi ..

i just sit there doing ntg except sms with joe wei and meili

so boring =="

ok larx?

i write until here ^^

bye______"

10 days left

Trial getting near..
still got 1 week left..!
LAZY hui shinq..
wake up!..dun have any time left!
wanna change school not just get good result in PMR and also the trial...



27.7.2009_____"

; Happy birthday to someone =)
; Good luck for my trial ==





10 DAY LEFT!!

12 days left =="

wan die edi =="
trial is NEAR! TT
left 12 days 0nly lerx..
All PMR students..
good luck in ur trial =)




























waiting 27.7.2009
TRIAL EXAM!

喘不过去

就是喘不多去

Hari Carnival =)

今天我7.00am起床准备去我学校的carnival =)
呵呵...大概8.00am才到...
carnival 9.00am才开始...我到的时候...学校已经爆满人了呢~
哈哈...convent carnival有那么受欢迎嘛？
我去到那很多很多男生去叻..
对他们来说应该就是他们的好机会哦XD
咔咔...难得的机会进入女校嘛~
在那里好闷哦=(
可能我走惯了那个学校的吧？呵呵
我学校满有钱的嘛~
竟然有马可以骑叻==
我好想骑呢...呵呵
但是我没有骑啦=)
走走吧了....
哎...闷死啦
突然有人打来给我...
原来是dicky ==
swt...干嘛打给我？
cheh..我又被骗了==
他说他没有来的..竟然打给我说我来了...还问我在哪=="
Yer!讨厌他啦...还要我亲自迎接他...哼!
不爽他了...迎接他还要给他讲==
更炸到的是...他来一下就走!!
我觉得我不但被骗还给他欺负==
哎...算了啦..
我惯了~
过几分钟...又有人打来给我了...
他是安仔==
他呢...也是要我迎接他=="
我叫他在大门口等...
他竟然跟我说他怕嗮...要我在别的地方迎接他...
我做人做到那么的可怜...哎
现在的男生啊...不懂怎样说他们...嗮到一点都不可以...
哎...~
哈哈...我带他去我的档口...
走到一半就看到俊豪...他那个sakai也来=="
我就打他一下就走了..咔咔=)
哇...走着又看到kenji哦==
我立刻拉他去我的档口~
靓仔kenji =) 帮帮忙啦XD
哈哈
安仔？他又去哪里了？我竟然忘记他==
不懂他去了哪里...哎
我这大忙人又要去寻找他的人~
我打给他问他在哪...他说他要玩鬼屋=="
哎哟...管他的...我去找我朋友聊天~
哎哟哟=(
讲不完呢~
我看到好多我认识的XD
看到我就逗我=="
;我看到家欢和美珊 [可爱情侣..羡慕呢~ TT]
;慧欣和becky [ 傻婆]
;凯乐,俊明和思培 [普通朋友=)]
;Alexander lee [ Tai B 仔 =P]
;Desmund chew [堂哥 XD]
;嘉豪 [朋友]
还有很多...我说不完=)
呵呵...
因为懒惰说XD
哈哈
过了carnival我就去画画...
累死人=.="
我还是去做猪算了~ ==

我决定了=) !

我想了很久...我终于决定了=) !
我不会在这时候想他了...就算我想他..他不一定也想我的=)
何苦要这样对待我自己呢？
我们的事..随缘吧..^^
有缘自然会有结果...就像我和我朋友说勉强不会幸福的哦=)
我想把这句话永远放在我心里(:
而且丫..PMR要到了呢..好怕考不好叻=(
我五月份的考试...不是考得很理想..
大家对我的成绩很失望=(
最可怕的是...我怕我朋友看不起我T^T
我现在是嘴巴说要努力但是我没有努力过...
现在起...我不应该这样了...
没努力过怎样进步呢？
所以我决定!我每个晚上都要读一点点...
慢慢的把所有的课文一个个的记..
Trial exam 要到了...在27.7.2009
哎...要没时间了...=(
今天..我和林老师[form 2数学老师]说我的考试成绩
他也吓了一跳...
老实说...我自己也是吓到...第一次考到最差的一次...
我不要给老师失望...父母失望和朋友看小我...
我要丢我那懒散的性格..=)
慧欣...加油噢...
我知道你一定行的=) !
咔咔

I change class jor =)
i change to 3 mutiara =.="
LOL..fi0na and meili same class wirh me XD..
haix...but cannot same class with joe wei and cai na =(
sad lerx but i din'nt cry larx ^^
hehe..
many ppl cry bcause wan separate with their friends expecially the malays =="
swt...my class now [3 rubi]
i saw syahirah amira cried in the science lab bcause wan separated with her elena XD
haha(:
even pn Lily also saw and ask "wat happen?"
LOL..=.="
TODAY all day NO CLASS (=
kaka..all keep talk and play in the class XD
hehe..
TOMORROW MORE HAPPY [friday] =P
tmr need to wear PJ cloths to school...
yeah~...and no study too^^
hehe..bcause v need to prepair our carnival =)
need to paste our class poster
;Special [Mcruby]
got burger
got soto [never eat bfore =.="]
and..err?? i dunno le XD
haha..
tmr sure got alot of work to do but i sure wont help de ==
relax...i will help abit de...^^
if i din help after my class penolong tingkatan CHIN MEILI will "luo suo" de =P
right? CHIN MEILI? =P
hehe..
ok bahx =)
write until here..^^
bye

bfore bad mood___"

haix...yesterday got a prefect catch my hair [ friend of mine ==]
she keep give free clip for me....
nvm..i just accept..and the hair clip was free wat =)
but the hair clip damn CHEAP de ==
just 0nly know make my hair more worst =.="
and then...she ask me wat hair fashion i like?==
i know what she mean le...she wan take me go c pn nirmala and let her cut my hair izzit?
BABI larx...shit!==
nvm...i still know how to control myself but still i still angry
Ok..tis was happen yesterday...
-------------------------------------------------------
Today morning..i clip my hair damn nice..lenq hair but tai B ==
after my friend saw it also shock==..
then ask me "wat happen to ur hair?"
swt..i also tak biasa larx==
aiyo
and then i cannot stand my hair soooooo.........==
so i comb my hair back as usual but i got clip my front hair larx..
ish..my hair so fast lonq de expecially the front hair..
next time wan go cut edi...
but first..must think wan go where cut =)
hairazone? real cut? mico? or T-plus?
lol
then i wear my friend contact lens....
LOL...just 0nly wear for fun larx..
the lens is angel purple[GEO lens]
;[ internet lens...i dunno wan to buy onot? now wearing fresh kon];
after i wear my friend lens..
SWT==
they say my eye look like snake =.=" so scary
but i think is ok wat? ==
mayb my pupil not suitable to colour lens...
my friend Fiona wear the lens so nice lerx...
veri suitable for her..=)
hehe..
today sejarah teacher wat happen arx?
keep make us laugh? good mood?
LOL..
mayb =)
everyday history i also wan to sleep de bcause is very boring
but today different...history teacher keep make jokes =)
kaka
after tat is geo..
geo teacher din come worx? wat happen to my parrot teacher? LOL
wah....pn fairul come ganti ==
swt..
after tat is math...
well..ntg to say about it..=.="
ermm? after recess is science and BM..
i think ntg to say ..
i and my friends keep laughing and talking...
LOL..
org melayu bu shuang ==
they also BISING still scold us..
tat y i hate malays much...
they think they rules the class..
shit larx..
ish..
i think ntg to say about today..
write until here bahx =)

对不起~

我想说对不起ng gui an..
因为我对他发很大的脾气[心情不好]
希望他不怪我噢...



``注意Attenti0n``
; still bad mood

烦

哎!~
最近心情一直变==
有时开心,有时不爽,有时伤心,有时很疯[尤其是跟朋友]
现在我的心情是不爽=="
我自己也不懂为什么...突然发很大的脾气...猪! [骂我自己==]
也不懂会这样....应该想到不爽的事吧？
去死吧我!发神经==
还是这两天很倒霉？想到就dulan==？
炸到...神经病叻==
现在又要发脾气了...这小孩子脾气真难搞=="
我想到我心情不好的关系了[应该吧了]
1.Ng gui an惹我？[不懂]
2.因为他 [应该？]
3.死pengawas抓我头发不抓别人的头发？他们的fashion比我更夸叻! [很大可能]
aiyer!...不懂啦...
乱死人...
算了!不想写...等我好了再写...
bye

After carnival...
all of us need to change class le TT
"bu she de" lerx..~
aiyoTT
after change new class dunno will same class with who lerx =.="
haix...but i think teacher wont change me de ==
LOL...

=.="

今天早上...
我们一家人出去吃早餐...
后来...爸爸的电话响...
爸爸听了电话之后...
他很慌张的飞车=="
原来他有seminal忘了..
所以...他为了快点去seminal..
只好飞车=="
我迟早心脏病发作=.="
因为我吓坏了..LOL
哎...也好啦..
最后妈妈带我们吃mcdXD
blek =P
吃傻了..
咔咔
应该没东西说了...
我再也不想坐我老爸车了尤其是他飞车==
吓坏我吧了

4.7.2009 Meili! happy birthday..mwahx =)

``祝你生日快乐
zhu ni sheng ri kuai le

``祝你生日快乐
zhu ni shneg ri kuai le

``祝你生日快乐
zhu ni sheng ri kuai le

``祝你生日快乐
zhu ni sheng ri kuai le

Happy birthday to u
Happy birthday to u
Happy birthday to Meili -san =)
Happy brithday to u

Selamat hari jadi
Selamat hari jadi
Selamat hari jadi
Selamat hari jadi

TO "meili___``mei mei`` (:

Meili..Happy birthday nerx ^^
mwahx....finally 15 jor lurx...
wakaka..
not "xiao hai zi" le larx u XD
"xi wang" ur PMR get 7A" larx...
dun keep say no confident to get it ok marx? ^^
kaka
and hope u stop bullying me too XP
veri kelian de larx meTT
hehe...
sorry orx...bcause dun hav birthday present for u lerx..><
"yuan liang wo" ya =)
chin meili陈美丽!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY生日快乐!

``一切顺利=)
everything fine =)

``友谊永固^^
friends forever^^

``学业进步...PMR 7A"
hope u always get even more good result...PMR 7A"




``FR0m ur best friend =)


_________"HShing [HS]"__

三个月...
我要和PMR拍拖三个月XD
哈哈...有够笨=P
跟纸拍拖好吗？
咔咔...



``Attenti0n注意``
_________"我傻了XD.."做事多无聊=P_________"

有时候我会觉得自己很傻...而且是傻得无可救药...
有时候我在想...我为什么这么注重那段恋情？
过去就让它过去呀...放手也不见是一件坏事..
就算我不放手...他也放开了我...
可能还小的关系吧...才会弄得我这样...
我尽量努力吧..
分手的那一天开始...我们是命中注定不属于对方..

``注意Attenti0n``

电话修好了哦~
SMS的朋友SMS我哦XD
呵呵..木啊^^
----------------------------------------------------------
最近的我...可以说我很开心啦XD
哈哈...因为有朋友的陪伴我才那么的开心哦^^
咔咔
虽然有时会想到他...但是我还是会快乐的过我的日子(:
我现在的压力...减轻很多了...
在我和父母吵架的那一天..
他们总算是明白我了...
呵呵..但是我和妈妈还在冷战中啦=)
在我这几年里的心结...我总于解开了:D
好开心哦...
整个人轻松起来^^
现在我明白我不该把我不开心或不满的事藏在心里...
应该开口才行(=
这样我的人才会开心丫~
咔咔
好了...就写到这吧...^^
么么XD

哎==
我和家人有吵架了==


大家注意Attenti0n``
电话"piak"了一声....
就代表我电话烂了=.="
因为妈妈激动打烂电话==" [我气他的..]
所以...电话即使住院了...
对不起...~