;Sinqle life

well...today 26.7.2009...

also the LAST day i sms with tyng..

i dunwan be friend with him anymore....

is suffer + hurt..

Now he with a new gf....

his new life is begin from now on....

my new life also want to begin le....

a life without pain and him...

i finally give it up of him...

today just be friend for 1 day and its over...

i dunwan to be hurt...

is very pain...

Today i sick =.="

wat a day...i wont forgot about it...

no him and sick...

i really dun understand him..

he want to be friend with me...

but...i dunwan...

now i be friend with him i also suffer and unhappy..

actually not i dunwan be friend with him..

is i dunno how to "mian dui" it..

is suffer like tat...

i hope he understand my feeling but

i tell him he say i childish somemore...

i know i childish but i really cannot do it...

is hard for me...

He say he dissapointed on me...

what about me? i really lost of hope...

today i keep walking around and think properly.....

and i finally decide wont sms him after today....

is good for both of us..

his gf is really mature....ya?

i quite different from her...

at least she can take care of tyng but i cant..

and also..i still young and not yet mature enough...

maybe tat jie jie can take care him instead of me...

i wish i can go back the time tat v havent meet and know each other...

but is too late for that...

but now i try my best to get out from his life....

and i also will pull him out of my life..

is better for us that way..

Tyng;

im sorry..i really cant be friend with u...

hope u understand me..

u say i childish or wat i also wont mind...

bcause i just follow my heart and do wat is best for me...

i just want to protect myself from getting hurt...

dun b dissapointed bcause im like that...

or u hate me i also wont mind at all..

bye and take care...

i wont sms u from now on le...

i want get away from ur life...

is the best way for me to begin my new life..

hope u understand my stupid and childish thinking...

i need to be selfish abit and protect myself...

maybe thinking childish also not the bad thing after all...

at least no need to think much...

i guess tis will be the LAST post of u..

good luck with ur gf and happy (:

i also will find a guy better than u...

and i will find a guy who really loves me too..

hehe...

anyway...sorry..

dun misunderstanding or dissapointed...

this is my choice...i wont regret about it..

just think a childish girl thinking damn childish can le..

just let her be wat she want to do..

take care (:

P/S:- Can i ask u guys? am i thinking wrong?

do i need to do this?

comment plssss(:

For me is the best way for me..

and i also need ur comment about it..

thanks