24.11.20o9

Today i dunno should i be happy or sad?

When i on msn..

i saw dao he online jor..

Firstly..i wan go chat with him..

Who knows..

His Pm write "I just can smile and laugh without HER"

Izzit me or others?

What do you think when your bf write about this?

Hurt?

Now i dunno what should i do now..

Talk to him?

yea..I know = =

But? wat should i say?

If i chat with him he also igore me de...

Now you all also know..

I sms him he no reply + off phone @@!

I chat with him in msn..he also NO REPLY!

Soooooooo confuse CONFUSE!

Then yabii come and chat with me =]

I tell her about it..

she say break with him

and she say he not the perfect guy..

Haih~ dunno la..

不管我怎么爱...怎么守护这段恋情..

男方..最终都会离我而去..

I also dunno wat did i do?

Or maybe is him?

和我闷了??

Together with me BORED jor?

Now..i dunno wat to do..

Maybe this is the answer he dunwan me jor..

so..i guess i continue together with him..

is meaningless.

爱过..痛过..伤过..哭过

最后还是结局!

Why wan to hurt me so deeply!

I just dun understand!

am i think to much or this is the answer to me?

Many ppl ask me wait until his SPM over..

They say he will care me back after that :]

BUT!!

I guess he wont..

Just as he says..

朋友第一..女友第二

但是对我而言..我排第三..

因为..

Game第一..朋友第二..女友第三..

你对我的敷衍..

我明白你的意思..

如果你真的爱我..

你就不会这样对待我..

I think midnight hor..

i will cry like hell gua = =

Now i also feel like crying + no mood.

如果我真的不在你心中了..

如果你的pm真的形容我..

那..我们还是分开吧..

"I just can smile and laugh without HER"

这句话..我永远都会记得..

既然我在你心中在此没有地位了..

那我还留着你干嘛?

虽然我们见面只有一次..= =

开始是我PMR..然后我考完了..

就轮到你忙SPM了..

所以很难见面..

从一开始..我们的开始是一个错误..

本来..我还想等你SPM完..

我从香港玩回来后..你就考完试了

第一时间..

就是sms你..call你..

和你出街..和你拍拍拖的..

想告诉你..

"You are my man and you are important to me..I LOVE YOU"

既然..我们就没有这样的结局..

就别再拖了..

You are important to me.

You are my everything.

Without you..my life is meaningless.

Now..EVERYTHING IS OVER

Inside your heart..

HuiShing already not important to you.

HuiShing is not the person that you love from now on.

HuiShing already bcome a memories to you.

HuiShing NOT BELONGS TO YOU anymore.

Maybe this is the end between us.

But i still love you eventhough you dun love me anymore.

I will try my best to leave you.

I think this is the ending you wanted.

我..帮你完成愿望了..

我..成全你..

--你要的单身..我给了你..--

我也希望这不是你要给我的答案..

因为我不想失去你..

慧欣在此忍泪.--