27.2.2010

I HAD IT ENOUGH!

NEW School SUCK!

YOU ALL DUN UNDERSTAND WAT I WRITE IN BLOG?!

HATE ME GET LOST.

i act as convent girl? eh. think PROPERLY which school am i from?

i come yu hua still act as convent girl?

swt. takkan you wan me just come then ACT as yu hua girl?

now acting DRAMA ke?

im suck girl. you come and SCOLD ME you more SUCK than me!

i think myself pretty?

how you know wat am i thinking? you are my brain?

SHIT! DUN JUGDE ME PLEASE!

im not the way you THINK I AM!

zi xin better than me?

DID I SAY I BETTER THAN HER?

DO YOU HEAR I SAY IT MYSELF?

DO YOU?

ACT ? FAKE ?

izzit yu hua a drama school?!

OMG.

ya .. i know YOU ALL DUN LIKE ME AND DUNWAN TO FRIEND WITH ME!

ok. I GET IT!

I REALLY GET IT!

izzit i friend with some ppl also cannot?

dun be so SELFISH LO!

if ppl also treat you like that . will you be happy?

My SCHOOL!!!! and classmates!::

I KNOW YOU ALL DUN LIKE THE WAY I AM

YOU ALL SAY I FAKE!

YA. IM FAKE. IM FAKEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

you all very REAL.

damn real. i know.

do i talk awhile with you guys also cant?

你们真的判我死刑?

you all dunwan i fake.

wan me bcome REAL! i get it!!!!

EH? how i "Fake"

Feel it?

Dun USE YOUR "FEEL" TO JUDGE ME.

YOU DUNNO ABOUT ME!!!

i real or fake . I STILL A HUMAN THAT GOT FEELING!

izzit fake no feeling? real only got?

sorry. you are so WRONG!

all HUMAN HAVE FEEELING!!!

Im fake? but HOW I FAKE?
my action? atitude? im "teh"?

I ADMIT THAT MY EVERYTHING IS NOT GOOD.

bu shuang me? i know you all bu shuang me.

so i less TALKING TO YOU ALL.
izzit im talking to guys also de zui you girls?

izzit you all dun like me. so you all also wan ALL ALSO DUN LIKE ME?

izzit?

DO YOU ALL UNDERSTAND MY FEELING?

I HAD IT ENOUGH !

IM FAKE! YOU ALL REAL!

BUT DO YOU KNOW WHO I AM?

HOW I WAS?

JUST ONLY 2 MONTH. YOU ALL ANTI ME?!

wat i done is wrong.

yaya. im wrong.

really wrong.

happy now?

happy right?

wanna laugh? wanna smile?

im lonely happy right?

hor. i know you all HAPPY!

YOU ALL THINK BACK.

IN CLASS WAT I DONE TO YOU ALL?!

DID I DONE ANYTHING TO YOU?

izzit any rumous say that i say about you?

if got then i just can say I DIN SAY ANYTHING ABOUT IT!

I WONT ADMIT CAUSE IM DIN DO IT!

im ZI DA???

HOW I ZI DA?

I DIN ASK YOU DO THIS DO THAT LA.

I DIN TAKE YOUR THINGS WITHOUT PERMISSION LA.

IF I ZI DA I WONT LIKE A PENGECUT RIGHT NOW !

I ADMIT IM PENGECUT! i really do.

i very scare , sensitive , and easily get hurt.

when you all using the expression looking at me.

i scare bcause you all telling me that " i dun like you" trying to be HAPPY!

when you all talking something

i sensitive . i will though you all saying about me. not i scare wat you say about me! i just SENSITIVE!

when you all dun choi me. when i talk awhile with you all you ignore me.

i easily get hurt . bcause im feel myself lonely.

do you all know?

no one knows and not trying to know.

you all wont waste your time on me.

bcause you all already know who i am.

just 2 month . you all really know?

really?

WRITE ME ON TOILET DE PERSON!

YOU WRITE ME IN TOILET BCAUSE THAT I DONE SOMETHING.

NAME IT!

LIST IT!

DUN JUST SAY ONLY!

LIST DOWN!

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in my mind. i just think 1 thing

that is i wan talk with someone and be happy that i use to it in convent
just be a happy person! == y so hard???

you all wan everyone dun get close to me.

think negative about me. i din blame you all

bcause i know you all dunno me and also i DUNNO ABOUT YOU ALL

I DUNNO WAT YOU GUYS THINKING!

Sometime good sometime bad.

make me also blur ==!!

Dun comment and pujuk me at shoutmix about this post

im just express out my FEELINGS that i had it.

wan scold and say just GET LOST!

i dunwan to heard it anymore.

ENOUGH!

i wanna EXPLODE!

If you have brain you know wat i say!

You ignore it you BRAINLESS!